My book, Modern American Utopia, included abuses by the LDS Church toward me as well as the abuses of the State of Utah and the Federal Government under Bush back in 2008. I was arrested for giving the Government and LDS Church a copy of this book. I'm still listed in mugshots.com as one with a State arrest, but also an FBI file #. Remember I never went to court over the accusations, I never had due process, I was literally removed from society to never be heard of again. This is why it is such an extreme miracle that I am free and here on the internet to warn the world. When I was found "competent" for trial by the new evaluator, the new State Prosecutor dropped the charges though not the accusations of the charges which are permanently on my record. I initially had 3 2nd degree felony charges and yet when I could go to court to prove my innocence they just drop the charges. 2nd degree felonies and they just dropped the charges!!! I have no recourse for the damages inflicted on me for the false arrest and 6 years of incarceration without a trial to find me guilty. And so far the world is gaslighting me by backing the abusers in authority. So do you understand how I "feel"!